Showing posts with label Waiting for the Worst. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Waiting for the Worst. Show all posts

Saturday, January 24, 2009

What the hell is Pelvic Rest?

Well my uterus decided to start leaking. My cervix are still tightly closed but the uterus is LEAKING. I am supposed to stay calm.

How?

I want this baby so bad.

Not only do I feel out of control. I am the cause of this.

I insisted that it would be ok for us to fool around. Even when Eric was worried I was sure it would be ok.

He rocked my world.

I started bleeding.

Even if all the books say its ok.

Proceed with caution or be prepared to bleed and freak the FUCK OUT.

Oh, I did find that I am somewhere between 7&8 weeks.

However, this is not the way I wanted to get a beta.