Wednesday, February 27, 2008

mid week blues

Being a part-time parent really bites. My son's father and I have joint costudy of our 7 year old son. This means that I am a part time mom. I hate the way that sounds so much. It makes me feel like a bad mother. Having to share with someone who you dont like is very hard. I am an only child and sharing with someone that I do like is sometimes a challenge. The bitch is I know that E(my son) is lucky that we both care so much to want to share.

Today he got in trouble at school for shoving a girl. Now as this is my blog and I know he will not read it I can unleash my tongue.....His father is a total pig to woman and had E today. That being said he didnt really get any punishment other that writing a few sentences. Tomorrow will be another day and he will have forgotten what he did and I can chose to be the bad guy and really punish him or I can let it go and let him grow up to be a sissy that mistreats women. Well I called his father to see how this was handled and nicely explained my take on the situation (leaving out the pig part). He said he will ground him. (whatever)

While my sweet little (girl pusher) was at his fathers I was at my English class. I had to miss last week becuase E had strep throat. I got to class to learn that we were supposed to schedule a conference with the professor about a research paper we have due next week. I explained to her why I was not there and she said so sorry but that was 10% of your grade so I am going to start of with a 90. That sucks!!!!

I am still waiting on my cramps and bloating and moodiness so that we can try again for another little angel to terrorize our neighboring elementary school.

Well I am calling it a night
Take care!!


Well I have about 2 weeks to wait on my new project so I am trying to stay busy with other things. I have a perfect 7 year old son that helps me with that.

Last night we had a cubscout function to attend and we had a great time. Not really mcuh else to say just waiting...

Monday, February 25, 2008

First post

A lot can be said about a persons first blog. I am very nervous now that I have started. I have been thinking about this all day after reading some other women's thoughts. I guess that's what this is. My thoughts. The good, bad, ugly, selfish, sad. A place that I can tell the world how I feel. I was very inspired after reading many of you fellow blogger posts. Me and Eric have been trying to have a child for 2 years. We started with the attitude it will happen when it happens but after a year.....nothing. So we started trying to do a little more planning and timing and six months went by.....nothing. I went to my doctor who delivered my son(7 years ago). He said just have err.. relations 10 to 14 days after aunt flo. Well gee doc why didn't I think of that. Well 3 months went get the picture. I then went to a specialist in our small town who did a panel of tests. He showed that everything was fine but decided to give me clomid. I was very excited at first I have never been so ready for that bitchy aunt we all know and love. I ran to the drugstore like a greedy little fat kid after chocolate cake. I got home and started reading. This medicine was for ovulation well I don't know if I am ovulating so then I started doing other research. I have never taken my temp every day and they want me to check for mucus where??? Well I guess I have been fertility stupid. So all this rambling to say I am starting over. As soon as aunt flo rears her ugly head this month I will be a temp taking, chart keeping fool. Bye for now. I would love to hear any suggestions.