Monday, February 25, 2008
A lot can be said about a persons first blog. I am very nervous now that I have started. I have been thinking about this all day after reading some other women's thoughts. I guess that's what this is. My thoughts. The good, bad, ugly, selfish, sad. A place that I can tell the world how I feel. I was very inspired after reading many of you fellow blogger posts. Me and Eric have been trying to have a child for 2 years. We started with the attitude it will happen when it happens but after a year.....nothing. So we started trying to do a little more planning and timing and six months went by.....nothing. I went to my doctor who delivered my son(7 years ago). He said just have err.. relations 10 to 14 days after aunt flo. Well gee doc why didn't I think of that. Well 3 months went by...you get the picture. I then went to a specialist in our small town who did a panel of tests. He showed that everything was fine but decided to give me clomid. I was very excited at first I have never been so ready for that bitchy aunt we all know and love. I ran to the drugstore like a greedy little fat kid after chocolate cake. I got home and started reading. This medicine was for ovulation well I don't know if I am ovulating so then I started doing other research. I have never taken my temp every day and they want me to check for mucus where??? Well I guess I have been fertility stupid. So all this rambling to say I am starting over. As soon as aunt flo rears her ugly head this month I will be a temp taking, chart keeping fool. Bye for now. I would love to hear any suggestions.