Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Hey there, Hi there, Ho there

I have been trying to post all day and something was wrong and I couldn't get on here. Now I have forgot most of what I wanted to say. Never fear though I still have plenty.

As far as I know there is still a human inside me. I go from feeling elated and happy to, "Oh my gosh! I don't feel pregnant! What if something happened. Eric!"

And then I fall asleep.

My first OB appt was nothing other than confirming pregnancy and I have to wait two more weeks to actually be ready for the real appt, you know the good stuff like how far along and such.

I have no idea how far along I am. I didn't calculate anything last month and I was just trying to get through the holidays. I usually whine on here when Flo stops by and I didn't do that so I actually have no clue.

I am thinking that I am 5 weeks.

I feel great really. I am tired but when I wake up I have a smile on my face and, that my friends, makes all the difference in the world.

We have told our family and some co-workers but are trying to keep things quiet. We all know what can still happen and I try my best not to focus on that, but it is so hard to breathe easy right now.

I love you guys and thank you so much for the congrats. I didn't think Eric and I would get here honestly. I lost faith in my dream and only saw it on the occasions that I would read an encouraging comment or one of the many successes in our blogging community.

I hope that if you stumble upon me that our TTC story can give someone hope.

I hope that 2009 brings even more positive pee sticks and sore boobs!


To A T said...

Congrats again hun!! I'm so freaking excited for you!!

Beautiful Mess said...

It really might be wrong how excited I am for you. Even if you think I'm a freak, I am STILL so excited for you. I wish you nothing but happiness and smiles. Along with, of course a lot of sleepless nights! I'm totally praying for you and your family's happiness. I hope that's ok and doesn't sound as "Single White Female" to you, as it does in my head.

Anonymous said...

Yay! I'm so glad its going well! I've got my fingers crossed!