I don't quite know why but this one was the one that hit me emotionally that and the baby sonogram I just got via email. Don't get me wrong I am so very happy for my cousin and his sweet little girl that is on the way. He just got back from Iraq and they love each other and are so happy but it just hurts. I feel like such a jerk. I looked at that awesome sonogram and could see this sweet little baby even its tiny facial features and I want one. When I do get pregnant I am defiantely having one of those sonograms.