Did you miss me

Well I got through my 2ww with no success and sat down at my computer many times to post but they were all really depressing. Here are some of the titles

• What I could have done the last two weeks.
• How to properly dispose or cruelly destroy my opk sticks and pg tests
• Do you think I can get a genuine birth certificate for my dogs?
• Empty belly syndrome
• Shit Shit Shit
• Spending the night upside down
• We are so buying a great bass boat

I could go on and on but it is a new cycle and a new hope

I will start Clomid tomorrow I am putting my fears aside and just doing it. I checked the Wal-mart prescription list and it is $9 not bad. On a bad note we have no fertility coverage.

I have still been reading posts and commenting and even when I am not posting I am still here. I spent a lot of time talking to my bff that is having a baby in a couple of weeks. I know that this seems like it would make things worse but it didn't. I miss her as she lives in Alaska and I am so happy for her and her husband. It is fun to get to listen and help her not be so worried. I have been there and can give her tips from my perspective.

Well more to come later gotta get back to work.