My dashboard says this is my 100th post but on my blog it say 98th. This is a pretty heavy one so we are going to say that it is the 100th.
We got the results back from Eric's test and long story short....
Everything borders on abnormal
Everything that should be high is low.
Does this mean that we cannot get pregnant? No. Does it mean it presents more of a fucking challenge? Yes.
All this time I just knew there was a problem with me. I never once considered that Eric.
This is new territory. I am lost and I feel like I am about to drown.
I know how to test for ovulation, pee on sticks, supplements, iui...
What is the FUCK do I know about semen? Nothing. I know its wet, and sometimes sticky and not very pleasant when its your turn the sleep in "the spot".
We have to meet with an RE that is a given. But what do I do until then?
I know Eric is sad but he doesn't show these things and when he does it is in a sarcastic way and I know that he is hurting. I do not know how to comfort him or even if he wants me too. I love him so much and I KNOW how he is probably feeling and I hurt for my husband.
He just felt all the negative pee sticks, every sign of flo, every monthly disappointment in one FUCKING test.
He is watching CNN I am blogging...I guess Mars and Venus